Wednesday, December 10, 2014
I apologize for the lack of update in these past months. Things have been hard. I have been writing everyday, but more to help myself to process the events. The things I have written are bare and raw. Things that I am just not ready to share because the pain is still so fresh. I am still here, but I'm not sure that I can share that much of what has been going on. I am tired, and weak from this battle. Having people come alongside me especially right now means more than I can describe. I will not be updating very often for a little while so I can have some time to sift through what I can and cannot share. Thank you all for the encouragement in sharing what little I am able to. Things are in full swing preparing for Christmas, when I get to see so many of you in Arizona. All 5 of us will be in town around Christmas and New Years. I want to see a ton of people, but as you can imagine, with my anxiety that is hard for me. My intention is to at least say hi and give people a hug even if I am not able to do something for an extended period of time depending on how things are going. Please message/text me if you are in town, there are SO many people haha so I will not be able to keep track unless you let me know. Anyways, I hope everyone is having an amazing holiday season! I will try to update as I can.